Session 106 – 08/08/2023

When you hold onto something so tight, you have already lost it. It has gone; it does not exist. It only exists within your mind. You hold on to life, your conditioned life, with such emotional energy. You hold it so tightly as though it is all and everything to you, and you do not realise it is already gone; it does not exist. It is your mind creating this illusion that you treasure so dearly (1). Life and death, your machine you dwell within, is an illusion, and the cycle continues for you. When you are engulfed in your physical existence, when you are immersed in your illusion, you are lost. But you must ask yourself why do you keep returning to this place under so much immersion into your conditioning? Why do you keep returning? You return because it is real, it is known. And you will continue with your cycle until you don’t. And this is your choice. Your questions are always based around your understanding of conditioning. They are based around a conditioned life, an illusion, your illusion. They are relevant only to a point of self-understanding, of self-awareness. They are not relevant to the reality of life. They are irrelevant in reality.

Your fears, your desires, your wishes, self-created. Mind, ego, created by you as are all, separated from self through their own creations of anarchy, when in reality they are one, one. They are God. I have to repeat myself to clarify the information you have already received many times. There is only one. You have separated. You have created a difficult journey for your illusion, for yourself awareness. Positive energy, love, source, God, is all there is. And this is where you must dwell, not within your chaotic self-delusional creation. This is where you will find peace, harmony, love. Love of self is love of all because it is one. And you are correct to say there are not so many that will understand these words; their depth of entrapment within their conditioning is so deep. But one can change all as all can change one.

The peace you feel now, within this moment, is what you seek, and it is available to all and every within one moment (2). And love from the source is not conditioned. It has no conditioning attached to it, no rules. It is natural. It is God. It is light. It is not darkness.

With the human creation of energy, the consistent, infinite creation of energy—infinity applied only to physical formation—there can be many changes within one moment. The volatility of this is prevalent within the world you have chosen to focus on. It is abstract; it is diverse; it is outstandingly emotional. But it is only a small piece of the energy you are. It is only a small piece of you which you are all one. But for you, within a conditioned life, its appearance, its growth, its immense ability to change is extraordinary to you.

All around you must be loved by you; all and everything as though you should love yourself. To understand more, this is what you must practise: you must acquire the ability to love all and everything unconditionally, without judgement, without confrontation, with tolerance, with love. When you apply this philosophy, you will truly understand self and source and God, and they too will feel this.

For you there are no easy paths. It is not an easy journey for you, of which you have chosen. But you stay on the path you have chosen.

Notes:

1. This morning, John told me about his ambiguity towards the business he set up in England a few years ago, in which he is still involved, oscillating between disinterest in the business in general, and a certain expectation of profitability…
2. John has gone off to meditate with painful arthritis problems. And systematically, any pain whatsoever disappears as if by miracle in this cave…