Session 120 – 21/11/2023

As I have always stated to you, it is you that decide the conversations that we have in here. It is your choice of subject.

Fight, the fight that is not a fight (1). A fight is interpreted by you as something completely different. It is egotistical; it is of the ego, of the mind, of the conditioning. It is not a fight. It is a change in energy, a change in direction. It is a change within. And it is what you choose to do that is important. It is a point, a position within your life, within you. There is no fight; there is no battle. It is a transition from one position to another, and it is chosen by you. Your interpretation of the word fight is ego chosen, chosen by your mind. And all of the questions you ask yourself are based on fear, a conditioned fear initiated from your mind, your ego. And you must cross the bridge from the mind to the imagination to the consciousness to be free from the pain you choose to bear upon yourself. This is driven by fear. This is driven by the fear that you will destroy self, when in reality this is an impossibility. You are a pure form of energy it is impossible to destroy. Destroy is an ego created word, illusion. It is very difficult for you to understand this based on a conditioned life. Self-destruction does not exist. Self-creation does not exist. There is only knowing. There is only awareness. There is only experience. You can neither create nor destroy self. It is. And you are getting close to understanding this. Ego is merely a tool, a tool you will use to progress to this understanding. It will not be destroyed; it will merely be understood. And it will change from one form of energy to another. You have chosen this point within your time created illusion that you will change this energy.

All and everything exist within. All knowledge, all feeling, all emotions already lie within you, as they do, all and everything. And your access to this, one, is your decision. Fear is the energy that will prevent the crossing of the bridge from the mind to the imagination to consciousness. And within your time created illusion, it is fear that will slow you down. There is nothing to fear; it is an illusion. There is nothing to fight; this is also an illusion. And it is the love from source that will encompass all and everything. It does. It is. Your mind, your ego will play so many games with you—your interpretation is games—necessary, necessary for you to understand. Whilst its chosen course is separation, reality, it is one, the same.

These words are chosen. They are chosen by you to understand self. And words, a very primitive form of communication, but the chosen tools that you have, existing within the mind, the ego, when outside of the mind and the ego, it is vibrational energy; no necessity for words, feeling, emotional energy, reflection of source. It is so difficult for even the most renowned spiritual teachers within your world, it is difficult to let go of ego. And whilst you are in a physical form, it is impossible. Ego will consistently and repeatedly retain control of self. And when it no longer retains control of self, you are no longer a physical form. You would not choose to be either one, because there is no necessity for you to be a physical form anymore. And this position you will fear, because it is your mind that will instil within you this fear. And this is what you would term the true fight within you, when in reality it is not a fight; it is not a battle. It is a transition, a position, a point.

And, this is clear now to you. As within your time created illusion, it has been clear to many, but still, many do not cross the bridge. Neither do they cross the bridge in the vastness of the universe and the universes of physical creation. And it is fear that stops that, and it is fear that forces their continuation of control. Much higher dimensions I am referring to, and it is simply exactly the same process. So, in the minutest way, within your own life, your own question is extended to the complexities of all dimensions, of all that is living a physical and of some that are living a metaphysical. The same question, the same doubts, the same fears apply from a tiny position to mean the same within all positions. Once again, simplistic, and once again you have asked a question and answered it yourself.

There is no time. There is no need to believe that you have to rush or move quickly. Again, conditioned ego, mind created, everything occurs within a moment. All and everything is accessed within a moment. All and everything is known within a moment. And this is what you are. And you have spent centuries, in your time created illusion, in an attempt to understand this, when in reality you understand it in a single moment. And for you, this is impossible to comprehend.

You are on a journey, a chosen journey to experience all and everything, to understand what you are. And you chose this journey. You chose every tiny particle within it. And you are exactly where you chose to be. And it is a step-by-step process, within the time created illusion you have chosen to exist within it. It is totally based upon the point and the position you chose to remember.

Energy is consistently forming, consistently changing from one form to another, in reality within a single moment. This is the reason you create your own reality within each and every moment. But you have chosen to focus on a theatrical performance within a specific time, when in reality it really does not exist. And this is what you are doing. And you have chosen to focus on this particular theatrical performance to know self and to know what you are. It is an illusion, and it is your created illusion, and everything within it is created by you. How could you possibly rationalise such a thing with your mind? How could you possibly rationalise such a thing with your ego? Whilst you are within the performance, the theatre, you chose to be an actor. And you would not expect an actor to step out of his or her performance and step back in again during the show. In the same way, neither can you. But whilst you are performing, you can also imagine many things, and you do, but only because you chose to do this. The act is robotic. You know your script very well. You learnt your lines, but whilst you are reciting those lines, your imagination can wander; it can create. And the audience is you; it is yourself. It is you that is observing your performance within the theatre you have created. And you will understand this. You will realise that not only are you the actor, but you are also the audience. And at this point, you will know what you are. It is experience, is what you have chosen. It is experience in a physical form, in a theatre, an act, a play, a film, an illusion created by you. You are the writer, the producer, the creator of all of this, and you are also the audience.

You are a part of source so therefore, you are source. And you are in a journey to know source, to know what you are.

Note:

1. The battle we’re talking about here concerns John’s fear of informing his contacts via social networks about his current channeling activity and his spiritual journey. Like David Icke, a British journalist who is well known for having been ridiculed following a similar approach, he is aware that the notoriety he now enjoys in his former professional environment could be wiped out, ruining any chance of returning to business at a later date should he decide to do so. Nevertheless, he feels he must do it, but his ego resists…