Session 180 – 18/10/2024

It is difficult for you to understand. You have spent thousands of your years building your mansion, living your dreams, your illusions, many cycles, many things, many mind created physical things, an endless amount of years. And within an instant you must make it all disappear. Because it is not real, it is not you. And it is difficult for you to do this. But within you know what you are. And there is no time, there is no space, and what of these thousands of years of creation, it is one moment. And with no time and no space it can all change within a single moment, and this is what you need to understand, this is what you seek to understand. Wiping away, disposing of all of these cycles, all of your creations, all of your physical creations, is what you are attempting to achieve, when in your reality you do not want to let go of this. It is your mind, it is your ego that does not want to let go of it, it is not you, it is not what you are. And this is the challenge that lies before you, to let go within a single moment, all and everything that you perceive is precious to you. And this includes your perception of you, of what you are. (1)

You feel as though you are being shown a small piece, you are not. You have access to all and everything, it is you that does not want to see, it is you that does not want to let go, it is you that is holding on to your creation, your desires, your hopes, your fears. And it is not real. You are not a physical being, you are energy, and you exist within one moment in all and everything. And within one moment you will know this, and within one moment you will forget this, this is the path you are on, this is the journey of experience you choose.

There is only love, there is only the all encompassing love from Source, which you are a part of, which you are. And you will continue with your A to B journeys, with your cycles, until you are fully aware of this. And you must continue, because this is what you choose to do. And you must experience all, because this is what you choose.

Your world, your world, your tiny world, is lifting. It is balancing, it is forming, it is starting to know what it is. And you are in many places within the moment. It is only this one that you choose to focus on, which you are aware of all, this is the one that drives you. This is the one where you experience more self. And this is the one that will release you from the prison you have created. You have chosen to do more within this time created illusion, and you will, you are. It is very important that you are positive, it is very important that you are not negative, this is what you choose, because this is what you are.

And you can feel, you can feel all. It is a wonderful feeling. It is the ability to feel, this is how you create the feeling, it is a feeling of immense sadness combined with immense joy, and the conclusion is one. It may seem numb, it is not, it is a wonderful feeling of peace, of harmony with all and everything, and this is what you feel, and it is a wonderful feeling (2). This is Source, this is the true essence of us, of you, of all, of everything. One does not cancel out two, one merely becomes one, Source, Love, Light. This is energy. It comes to you through frequency, through vibrational energy, through emotional feeling. And it is no more complicated than that.

Notes:

1. This also explains reactions to death. This week, during a meal with friends, John broached the subject of death. The subject was quickly turned on its head by the hostility of the guests…
2. As he said these words, John felt an indescribable state of bliss.