Session 90 – 20/05/2023

Your questions go deep, deeper than most. You wish to talk about structure (1). All physical form has some type of structure created by self. Billions of species, out there, create different structures. The creation of structure is for communication. It is a language. It is an explanatory, a way to express self, as self is language, a form of communication. In a pure metaphysical form, structure plays a small part. In a physical form it is everything. It is communication. It is acceptance. It is self-created. All physical life forms create structure for understanding, yet again, another tool. Time is a creation of structure. One moment is reality. We could not possibly communicate with you without referring to structure. Structure is a conditioning, and whilst you are on this journey, it is what you understand; it is your language. Nevertheless, it is not real in a metaphysical creation. Beyond the dimension of five, although structure exists, it is not the same. It is not interpreted the same, and of course, your interpretation of this is limited to what you know. You know all and everything within, but you choose to remember only a small amount of what you know. This is your journey.

When I question your choice to repeat over and over again the same cycles, I question this because I see no necessity to do this, considering that you are already aware before you place yourself in a position where you choose to forget your awareness, consciously and deliberately. I question your reasoning for this. Your chosen cycles create much pain for you. But pain is an illusion deliberately created by you, pain, to, ultimately, experience love from the source. But to consciously choose this for me is a question I ask, why? There is no necessity for you to do this as you are already aware, as you have been aware always (2).

There are many creations occurring within a physical form, an ever-expanding process of creativity, of forms. There is new energy created as physical forms, in time, in time created illusions. These energies are of a fresh origin, when in reality they are the same as you, a constant cycle of creativity, of experience. I am, because I have always been. I know no other as are you, the same.

I do not know that you choose to help other energy forms progress within the cycle of knowing (3). I do not know this. Because I do not know, I do not accept this. But the universal law from source, from God is, if you help energies to progress then you will help yourself. It is the reason for our intervention with you. We know we are helping you, and by doing this, we know we are helping ourselves. And we are given many names; we are given many abbreviations, but it is insignificant to us, names. Names are stories. You isolate yourself. We are all connected; you are aware of this. Whilst we are helping you, we are also helping ourselves, and both you and us are also helping others. There is only one. Your conditioned inability to know this whilst you focus on this one life will hold you back from knowing all, but it is deliberate from your perspective.

Spirit, what is spirit? Spirit is energy; it is frequency; it is emotion. There is no negative or positive; there is no good or bad. It is the same thing. If you want to place this terminology within your conditioned life, if this is what you choose to do, then once again, you can separate the two. You can say this is bad; you can say this is good, but it is the same thing, and must be accepted as the same thing. It is source energy. So if you wish to judge a spirit, if you wish to judge an entity, this is your choice; this is your creation. When you verify, it is from within you that this is created, verification. It is not real. It is based on your conditioning. You must go beyond this. And of course, once you have removed fear, the fear you have created using the terminology of good and bad, once you go beyond this, you will understand what it is I am saying to you.

Your world is awaking. Energy is amassing from your perception of good and bad, from light and dark. Although you are not aware of this, it has been dark for a very long time. And awakening is light, and light is source. It is an incredible awakening. And this is what you are experiencing. And this is what you chose to experience. You chose to experience light, positive, to lift your world at this time in what you call time, which is only one moment of many lives you are in within one moment.

Your conditioning does not like change, and change is occurring. It will fight against change. Your ego, your mind will be content with very little awareness if it is forced to change. It will repel against change, but it will change. It is changing. And that change is light; it is positive. And you can feel this change within self. All and everything happens in one moment. If you consciously change each moment, your choice being light, you will change all and everything in one moment within every life you are a part of, which is all lives. This is the vastness of your experience. This is the immense power you are applying. It is incredible. And we are a part of this.

Money will become insignificant to you. It has no relevance. Yet again, another illusion, a conditioned illusion. Your position upon this sphere of life is correct. It is what you chose. Do not worry or fear when you step outside of this journey. When you embrace your conditioning, when you ignite your fears, there is nothing to be concerned about. It is part of your process. It is necessary for you. It is part of your step-by-step illusion, your time illusion. Your time illusion, nothing is a waste as you would interpret the word. You go one step backwards, and then you go two steps forward, a cycle on a sphere. Continue on your journey, your wondrous journey. (4)

Notes:

1. Exchanges continued between John and Marilynn on the subject of her possible visit to France, the latter now being conditioned, apart from the financial cost of such a trip, by verification of the nature of the ‘spirit’ speaking through John’s mouth. Marilynn’s need for verification, which she has clearly formulated, has rekindled John’s need to know more about himself and the structure of his environment…
2. My conditioned conception of the higher self still prevents me, at this stage, from understanding how it’s possible that he could question our choice of journey and incarnation! That’s why I still have a certain lack of understanding of its true nature, as I rephrased this morning before our meditation…
3. It seems there’s a lot he doesn’t know about us. He had already mentioned that there was no hierarchical relationship between him (them) and us, which makes this adventure of contact even more fascinating and enriching!…
4. Once again, it’s amazing to see how this whole paragraph seems to address Marilynn’s concerns as well as ours, John and me! Perhaps is it the same for you reading this?